Monday, October 01, 2007

so so.
i'm back here.

now i see it.
Friends With Benefits.
its kinda scary now meeting pple.

sometimes there're nice ones.
other times, rather superficial.

yikes.
anyway.
today is such a bad day.

its so good that its finally over.
maybe because i overslept again.
damn.

i want to watch balls of fury aaah!

hahah.
what a wk.
okay. this wk.
is the last i have independent and free.
next thurs.......
NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
the mothership will be back for good.
amen.

thankthank jo that she's gonna give me a hand with the study.
and the lady's coming to clean the house next tues or wed.
yes.
shipshaped.

then i'll be working at grapevine no more.
and live on allowance and savings.
aawww.

okay. i shall be thrifty again.

yikes.
i'm scaredd.
but ohwells.
things will work out.

i'll make it.

though i can predict i'll miss the times alone at home.
tuning in to the blasting radio.
and not having to bother if anyone minds.
no more doing work, eat or watch tv till late aah.
and its back to utilising my room's table and bed.

HOKAY.
i just hope i can stil retain alil bit of freedom and
space to breathe and relax.

dont want to have someone nagging away in my ears
once again.

BBBOOOOOO. no more late nights.
i'll miss it.
but its time they should come back too.
salvage what they can.

i can totally imagine mum getting a HUGE shock.
its as if i'm dropping a bombshell on her.
the hair, the clothes, the dressing, the habits.


BLEAH.
not gonna think anymore for now.
gonna turn in.

ciao